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hurted!!
November 28, 2007i kn0w s0me at this m0ment d0esn't really mind ab0ut my feelings..
my feelings that wants t0 find a perfect relati0nship..
t0 the extent..i want t0 sacrifice things t0 win him back..
i kn0w..i am t0 ambiti0us when i said i want him back..
until n0w..i still l0ve him..he is still my everything..
he is still the reas0n why i m0urne..why i suffer..
why i always cry everytime i see things..
that can remind me ab0ut him..he still the 0ne f0r me..
he still the reas0n f0r my exsistence..he is the 0nly 0ne..
he is still my l0ve..my air..my w0rld..
i l0ve y0u s0 much ralph..i h0pe y0u feel the same..
Deep within me…
November 17, 2007For this day
I want to be gay…
But all I can do is sit down and lay,
‘Coz a special person decides not to stay…
Asking for a nice reason,
But for him it’s a nonsense question…
Where in it can be considered as a distraction,
But for me it’s an effective reflection…
I know deep within,
There is pain…
But a lesson
Will surely be gained..
p0pular??wh0 me??
November 7, 2007How rare could it be to see a popular girl hanging out with a nobody? It may happen but only 1 in every thousand. ~~>>zyphelin
hmm..
i really appreciate h0w pe0ple judge
0thers with0ut letting them kn0w ab0ut it..
maybe it can be backstab 0r what..
0thers says that it's a c0mpliment..
but f0r s0me it's a hurtfull truth ab0ut them..
i d0n't kn0w if it is a go0d thing 0r bad..
but certain things affects me..
n0t because they are haters..
wannabes 0r p0sers 0r ewan..
hahaha..hmm..but the p0int is..
a friend 0f mine fr0m the i.ph f0rums..
appreciate my existence..
i'm glad that i helped him n0t in his status..
n0t in his l0velife..but als0 in sch0ol..
he t0ld me..fr0m a geek,n0rmal and unkn0wn..
he will change his image in sch0ol..
w0w..that was nice 0f him..
but i immediately warned him ab0ut the changing image thingie..
because i kn0w it can be hard f0r him..
hmm..i h0pe he remember his pr0mise t0 give me s0me PMs..
ab0ut the reacti0ns 0f his friends..
hahaha.. i can't wait..
PROMISE..


